"Questions…always questions without any certain answer…and still, you always know where your answers are lying, but you go on blindly, like an ignorant or just a tired person, full of sadness… living and feeling sorrow & love in the same time…the same old sweet bitter unique taste of love, of the love that once you felt and lived with every single cell of your human being and with every single part of your heart and soul…
Why you always have to question yourself painful questions ? Why you always have to be haunted by the past as if it would be present and when you open your eyes you realize that it simply…”was”…once ..now
Why always living without knowing anything for sure ? Why always meditating if anyway you never get the straight answers that you were looking for actually?
Why always reaching the point where the past, present & future no longer exists but only the same deep feeling ? A feeling of…everything and yet nothing, a feeling of true but false love, a feeling and yet just a lost thought…randomly, alike the many others that may occur through your mind…
You always know…but in fact you never do…you always love and yet you never do…you live and yet…not entirely…
Always ending frustrated that nothing in this world cannot truly express your thoughts, feelings, emotions…you, as a complex and dual human being, made of flesh & bones & spirit...
Always ending without ending…
Always knowing without knowing…
Always loving without loving…
Always thinking without thinking…
Always feeling without feeling…
Always being not understood…
After all…how can someone else understand something or someone when not even you cannot ?
The answer…we all know where all answers are, but most times we refuse to search or reject them, because we’re not ready enough…"
nice to meet you .....take care dear